I'm having difficulty coming up with an update for this. A lot of crap has happened but not so much stuff I want to write about... or more so stuff I do want to write about but I don't know how/its weird. Hmmm... lets just start with whats going on with me right now.

My computer is still broken, but its getting closer to the time where my family FINALLY follows through and gets me a laptop. My uncle's just been really busy, as have my parents... and maybe its good they've waited so long because turns out St. Eds can get me a 12% discount on it. Not that big of a deal but still, better than full price. So until then, still stuck with my moms when I can get to it. And thats probably a big reason why I havnt updated as much/been online a lot lately. So yeah.

My Grandfather came home from the hospital I think it was... Friday? He's mostly better, but still needs a lot more water and to take medicine regularly. All in all though he's good. And that same night, after two nights in the (pet) hospital, hooked up to IV's and with tons of blood tests and ultrasounds and body scans and stuff, they decided that my dog was just far too gone. The poor thing had a blood clot in his lung that would cost thousands to remove and not even guarentee much more than a week, and we'd already spent at least a thousand on IV's and all the tests, that it just seemed like time. He's been a great dog for 15 years so I was upset, but I handled it well. I didn't go, and instead opted out and spent time with Hayden and AJ to take my mind off it. While that might seem wrong to some, its just how I had to deal with it and yeah. On Sunday my brother and dad made a memorial to him in the back yard, over where they burried him. It's sweet.

I'm still working my ass off. I got a huge pay check last week, and a week from Thursday I'll be getting an even bigger one. They've hired a few new girls for cashier, and are still taking tons of applications for all positions, so hopefully when school starts I can back down a ton and not get in too much trouble for it. Both Matt and Fay (two of my managers), have made a point to tell me I'm the nicest and sweetest one there, and the one with the best attitude, and that they've been getting good reports about me from customers. Matt says he even has to walk around sometimes and tell the people on the floor to smile because they just aren't looking too happy or friendly.  All of this makes me VERY happy to hear, because I doubt myself way too much when it comes to that job. The other day as I was leaving, this guy asked me a question about bedding that I had NO clue over, but I ended up spending like, 20-30 minutes with him and talked him into spending over $300... so I felt very accomplished. And Matt also said with a little more training he wants me out on the floor... but I'm afraid its at the expense of another. Oh well!!

Friend and boyfriend stuff is going... weirdly. I talked to Kansas on the phone one night which caused an issue with Hayden and AJ (but more so Hayden) and since then things have been off. Hayden moves out to his new house today, and I have tommorow off so I think I might suggest going to help them un pack. And stuff with the boyfriend... gosh. Dramatic and difficult but I THINK its better now. I guess I'll have to give it a week or so and check back.

Gah! I have loads of stuff to write about all the sudden but I gotta go! Time to get my car and go shopping shopping shopping! Anyways, I'll update later.

*MuAh*